Spare Me the Details

    • Who Am I

  • A Trilogy of Poems


    Spare Me the Details presents three poems of disparate subjects, but with similarities in style and length.

    Since the Dark Ages

    Suffering from the hangover of The Enlightenment

    Lingering on for one thousand years

    Learned too much

    Way too fast


    Breaking from the Darkness of Obedience

    It was so bright didn’t see our fears

    Saw too much

    Thought it would last


    The Soul of Darkness Power and Greed

    Disguised as a church and a faith

    Oppression so deep

    Can’t escape that Past


    Replaced by Critical Thinking

    Rationale and Logic expanding

    But carries the innate baggage

    The urge to exploit one’s own standing


    So on to actions Imperial

    And Empires built by Force

    Take a boat

    plant a flag

    And claim that is yours


    Then on to colonization

    Plunder every Natural Resource

    Expel the Aboriginal

    Annihilate the indigenous

    The most Profitable course


    Bring in some real cheap labor

    Import it from some other Land

    Ignore the fact that they’re HUMAN

    Slaves at command


    Industries born of Brute Force

    Tobacco Sugar and Cotton

    The Bounty of the New Land

    Payrolls at a minimum

    Margins at a maximum

    400 years it would stand

    Filling up Bank and Boerse


    On to the 21st Century

    And The 2nd Millennia of such organized Greed

    Profit as a Foundation – yield from Oppression’s cruel hand

    And every global transaction

    Is tainted with blood indeed


    Forget the Revolutions

    Forget the Civil Wars

    No matter their Resolutions

    No matter who won or lost

    Victorious was Economics

    And we should know how much it cost

    _________________________________

    At 350


    The coats of arms

    Of all the printers

    Through the Ages

    Hang on its edifice


    Inside

    The history of knowledge

    Its distribution

    Its evolution

    Enabling Human Advance


    It has stood more than a Century

    And should stand for many more

    Built with materials

    Only used before


    Solid as a castle rock

    Sturdy as a fortress

    A citadel protecting

    The most valuable of forces


    The pages that it printed

    The books that it bound

    Information it minted

    There knowledge is found


    Propelling the advancement of Man


    That first great catalogue

    Of the titanic cross town store

    Shipped to all corners of the New Republic

    Profit motive at it’s core


    Defining the dominance of commerce


    Then came the dial tone

    And the need to know how

    To reach out to all others

    In the immediate now


    That massive volume

    Revered for so long

    That offered the printed proof that

    Each person’s name and number Belong


    “I’m Somebody now!”


    Such printed pages

    Gave way in stages

    To this age’s

    Electrification


    Presses replaced with Processors

    Butt rolls of paper

    replaced by server stacks

    Ink replaced by light emitting diodes


    Where once organized stains of meaning

    Were formed on layers

    Of pressed ground up wood

    Now organized electrons

    Ones and zeros

    Are stored

    And moved

    At the speed of light

    On glass pathways

    Between steel boxes


    Media is the storage of knowledge

    Outside of the memories of one’s brain

    From scribbles on cave walls

    To the Gutenberg Bible

    To the heights of literature and science

    To the depths of pulp fiction and propaganda

    To the Sears Catalog

    To Ma Bell’s phone book

    To the core of the Internet

    And to the World Wide Web

    The evolution of information

    Has been happening

    And will continue to happen

    At 350


    __________________________________


    Saving Damar


    Consecutive plays

    A week apart

    One that ended a game

    In the very worst way

    The next that began another

    In the very best possible manner


    A beautiful young soul

    An elite human specimen

    Youth and strength

    Extreme conditioning

    The peak of physical fitness

    Hit so hard his heart

    Just plain stopped


    And then he just dropped


    From the depths of horrific scenes

    Witnessing death overcome

    Immediately

    Urgently by

    knowledge and understanding

    Process and practice

    Science and medicine

    Trained medical professionals

    Showed us how to save a life

    On live prime time TV


    And for those at home

    Glued to the entertainment monitor

    Stuck in a gaping mouthed awe

    Hearts dropped

    Adrenal glands surged

    10 million Lungs

    all at once

    Collectively gasped


    And we all just stopped


    Stared

    Sobbed

    Hoped


    And the prayers began

    And so did donations

    And this young man

    Became the center of attention

    Concern transcendent

    Beyond just fanatics

    Beyond owner and tv profits

    Beyond the athlete expendable

    Humanity in concert


    And meanwhile

    in the intensive care

    Elite doctors came to the fore

    The state of medical technology

    Sustained the resuscitation

    And cooled the inflammation

    Of every shocked organ

    Taking over his respiration


    Witness


    The miracle of modern science


    And his strength returned

    And so did his cognition

    Every cell in every tissue

    His body had to recover

    And those living little protein pods

    So recently oxygen deprived

    Had a remarkable recuperation


    And by the way

    Everyone prayed

    Or performed some

    Reasonable facsimile thereof

    And all good thoughts

    Focused together

    Made us all feel

    Like we had an impact

    Like our efforts helped


    It’s nice to feel that way

    The respirator appreciated our concern

    It’s nice to feel that way

    The video monitors tracking his vitals

    Heard all our prayers

    200 years of medical science

    Confirmed when somebody prays


    And then the opening kickoff

    Of the very next game

    And the touchdown return

    As if there were

    Some kind of

    Divine Intervention


    Like some kind of

    Divine Intervention


    And they won the game

    The injured came home


    April 2, 2025

  • The Trend of Darkness

    It’s a sort of sensory deprivation. Going to a show and not seeing the performers. Maybe it’s just me, but it seems a perplexing trend.

    I remember my first rock concert experiences and how I became an avid concert goer. I was Maybe 11 or 12 years old. Out of a coincidence I didn’t then appreciate, Edgar Winter’s White Trash was playing at Albany, New York’s Palace Theatre on the same night as my dad’s Presbytery meeting which was at a church in close proximity.

    So, me, my parents, my dad’s secretary, my older brother and his friend piled into my dad’s Chrysler New Yorker and headed east on the New York State Thruway from Amsterdam. This was the day when huge cars had bench seats in both the front and the back so we all fit. Those things were lucky to get more than 10 miles per gallon of gasoline.

    The plan was to drop off Paul and Kelvin at the Palace and pick them up after the meeting. The meeting ended early and the show went late. My brother and his friend were still inside. The front doors to the theater were open and unattended. Concert goers freely walked in and out, so we – a preacher, his wife, kid and secretary – walked into a rock concert. I don’t remember if my dad had on his cleric collar but it sure would have added to the sight of us if he did.

    While moving through the lobby I heard, “Do you want to hear some more?!?!” thunder from the stage PA. Those leaving stopped in their tracks, did an about face and ran back into the theater. Everyone was cheering the unexpected extra encore song. We all joined the flow and found ourselves in the back row watching what was to me an absolutely amazing sight.

    There it was. The stage. I could see fans in the front out of their seats up against the stage. Edgar Winter, whom I’d only seen on his album covers and in pictures in Rolling Stone Magazine, was lit up by the immensely bright spotlight, his white hair and white clothes made him look luminescent. That electric keyboard he hung around his neck like a yoke. I could see his and all of the band member’s faces. Clearly.

    To me it looked like they were having fun. Rick Derringer’s overly theatrical guitar moves became my first air guitar impression before I knew what air guitar was. I could see their sweat and they looked like being in the spotlight helped them thrive.

    I enjoyed watching the musicians. Their fingers on their instruments, their faces at the microphones.

    It wasn’t until a few years later, where in that very same theater, I saw what made me want to be a rock star and cemented my becoming a concert goer. One of my brother’s friends backed out of a ticket to see Bruce Springsteen and the E Street band. Lucky me, I filled in!

    At that time, Bruce was the biggest thing for me. He, Elvis Costello and Joe Jackson were steadily supplanting Elton John and Paul McCartney as my most listened to artists. The New Wave Punk thing was starting to gain my attention. I saw Bruce as a punk.

    I also identified with Bruce because as a young child my family spent summers in Ocean Grove, NJ, which is literally one beach south of Asbury Park. His first album is entitled Greetings from Asbury Park, NJ. It came out when I was 12. The album cover depicted a post card where on each letter of Asbury Park is an illustration of the beach, boardwalk and, most importantly, the Convention Hall. Each image a real memory. I like to fancy that, one-day Bruce and his buddies were hanging out on the boardwalk while I was on that very same beach. The same boardwalk in the song “4th of July, Asbury Park (Sandy.)”

    I didn’t know it until writing this, but the show at the Palace is a famous event in the annals of Springsteen lore and actually has been released as a live album, to which I am now listening as I type and edit this very essay. It is titled simply Palace Theater Albany NY 1977. Three weeks prior I had just turned 16.

    Seeing Bruce in the spotlight, his newly shaven face, mirror sunglasses, black leather jacket, white tee shirt and jeans; he looked like a 50’s punk greaser from one of his own songs. On his flanks, Clarence Clemens and his sax shining in brilliance, Miami Steve looking like a loyal happy henchman, the whole band looking like they loved what they were doing and doing it with people they loved. The audience to performer connection was electric. My first full concert – seeing Bruce during the long period of his legal woes after Born to Run and right before Darkness on the Edge of Town was released. No one sat down, ever. Not only did no one sit, everyone had to stand on their seats to see. Even during the slow songs.

    Anyone who has ever seen Bruce and E Street will attest. It is different. In 1977 it was an epiphany to me. It was spectacular.

    Spectacular is a word based on the word spectacle, or according to Webster’s, : “something exhibited to view as unusual, notable, or entertaining.” To be viewed. To be seen. To be appreciated.

    So what is happening on stage at live concerts now? I guess some rock stars don’t want to be rock stars. Granted, the vast majority (99.9%) of bands I have seen since those 1970’s experiences love being seen. Keep it up! Your fans love to see you!

    But, somehow a new trend is forming. I’m assuming that three instances might constitute a trend. Some might argue.

    My first sensory deprived concert was a few years back at Lollapalooza. I got interested in going because Death Cab for Cutie was playing and this other new band, Tame Impala, was a headliner.

    Death Cab was awesome and looked great on stage. Ben Gibbard is a great performer, songwriter and band leader. A tight 50 minute set, complete with legit light show in the evening. Later, after dark, Tame Impala took a stage stage across the park. They had a big video monitor behind the stage that displayed colorful images that morphed into different shapes along with the beat of the music. It was cool.

    What was not cool, in my opinion, is that the band – the people playing the instruments and singing into microphones – were in complete darkness. To the audience they were nothing more than black silhouettes. I was confused. Why can’t I see the band? Isn’t that why one goes to see live music? To see the performers?

    I really haven’t followed Tame much since.

    Fast forward to this past summer. At the Salt Shed. One of my favorite contemporary bands, Portugal, the Man. What great music. Great beats! Impossible not to dance. But what was up with the spotlights? The stage was lit. The band members were visible but, when a performer stepped to a microphone, their face was in the shadows of the mic into which they were singing.

    Faces obscured. I was convinced this was intentional because every band member’s mic had this condition. It was no accident. Roadies set up every piece of a stage equipment to tight specifications defined the band. No way they screwed up every mic’s lighting.

    I enjoyed it less than had I been able to see the expressions on the performers’s faces. It was frustrating. I took some solace in the fact that this band has multiple socially progressive causes and are spokespeople for them. And one can’t deny the vibe of Portugal the Man.

    This is where I started being aware of this recent trend. I’m like, “this reminds me of Tame!” Two instances do not a trend make but I started noticing and asking why.

    On to another Salt Shed show just this past summer headlined by The Psychedelic Furs, an old college favorite! The opening two acts, however, both displayed this disturbing trend.

    The first opener will forever remain anonymous to me. Don’t care enough to do the research. They would have been more interesting had they been visible, but the place was just filling up and not a lot of the crowd was dialed in, so it was a ‘whatever’ moment. Performers once again in silhouette. Yawn.

    The second band, however, I had heard of via XRT, so I was looking forward to ‘seeing’ The Jesus and Mary Chain. Maybe they can earn my fandom. I never really got into them in the ‘90’s, much less listened closely to anything of theirs prior to this show. Perhaps it might have helped if I had. What didn’t help was the darkened stage.

    Yet another band in silhouette on a darkened stage. For some reason this bothered me so much it hurt. I found it excruciating. I didn’t know the music, didn’t know the performers, it was too loud to hear the words, I had no sensory input that was satisfied. What is the point? After maybe 3 songs I went to the back bar until The Furs came on. Every couple of minutes I peeked around the corner to see if maybe a spotlight was on. Nope.

    I looked around at the crowd as I was headed for the bar and everyone seemed to look content with seeing nothing on stage. That confounded me even more. As I seethed my way through a throng of nothing watchers, I started wondering whether or not I was crazy. Were they seeing something I wasn’t? Were they Jesus and Mary Chain devotees expecting to see their heroes and, like me, wondering why the F we can’t see them? Or apathetic about it? Was the band even playing or was it a soundtrack?

    A couple of tequilas and beers got me through to the end of their ‘set without sights.’ I found my buddy whom I abandoned back inside and told him my concerns. It didn’t seem to faze him any more than it did the rest of the 3,500 attendees. I had a weird alone feeling.

    Thank god for The Psychedelic Furs. None of that darkened stage crap for Richard Butler and the boys. The whole stage was resplendent. Butler soaking up the front spotlight with huge wide grins, radiating happiness. So clearly appreciating an audience’s appreciation. Ironic that in the late seventies The Furs had a bit of a dour brooding stage presence and now here they are loving the limelight. Knowing every word to every song and singing along with him and the rest of the crowd cured my crankiness and turned it into sheer joy.

    Ahh… THAT’s why I am a concert goer. To see the band.

    But, if I may, Concert tickets are not cheap. I’m the sort of person who likes to feel like I got my money’s worth. Tell me, Mr. Jesus and Mary Chain, do you feel like you delivered a good product? I feel sort of ripped off. I paid to “see” three bands. I only saw one.

    When the Sugar Bowl got postponed because of the horrific terrorist attack in New Orleans on New Years Day, I happened upon the Induction Ceremony for the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame’s class of 2024 while channel hopping. I saw Dionne Warwick and then Peter Frampton get inducted and then perform live. Dionne’s sequin dress was sparkling as brightly as her smile. Her voice just as fresh as it was when we first heard her sing “Walk on By.” Watching Frampton’s fingers blister across his guitar frets and playing the sixteenth notes of the extended solos in “Do You Feel Like I Do?” was amazingly entertaining even after all these years.

    Can you imagine a Rock and Roll Hall of Fame ceremony with no spotlights? Sounds silly.

    What would not be silly would be a warning on the ticket vendor’s site that states that the spectacle would be obscured by darkness. If a band doesn’t want to be seen don’t put on a concert.

    January 8, 2025
    Bruce Springsteen, concert, music, rock, rock-music

  • The Path is Laid

    In the morning, on Election Day, 2024, I sat and streamed the late-night talk show hosts’ monologues from the night before on my hand-held device. I watched one after another and they were a unanimous and hysterically funny indictment of the person who is now President Elect. While each did cover the same event, one of his last rallies, their jokes were varied enough to stay fresh, and I confess to reveling in what they were making fun of at that time. In real-time we watched what looked to me like a presidential candidate seemingly committing political hari-kari before our eyes. Doing things and saying things at his rallies that should have disqualified him with every utterance and gesture. So outrageous that if one didn’t laugh, they would cry.

    I am not laughing now. The results of the election showed such behavior to be positive attributes for the candidate. I admit to welling up while really contemplating the gruesome possibilities, impacts and outcomes we all are likely to witness and potentially be victims of.

    The comedian showed a moment at the rally in which the candidate is being filmed bragging about crowd size at this and other recent rallies. On and on about how many people are in attendance and how every seat is taken. The camera then pulls back and pans a convention hall that is barely half full. Empty seats everywhere. The comedian jokes about the confused faces of loyalists behind the speaker as they experience the cognitive dissonance of seeing the truth and being told it is not there. That what they are seeing is not the truth. The truth is different. The truth is what the leader says.

    The first time this President Elect was elected on a platform of lies and conspiracy theories in 2016, I made an attempt to understand how an entire population could be so easily convinced to subjugate their own sense of what the truth is. How? By asking for the complete works of George Orwell for Christmas. Of course!

    What else?

    He wrote a good number of books, both fiction and non-fiction, and wrote many more critical and narrative essays. But of course, he is most well-known for Animal Farm and Nineteen Eighty-Four. A common theme runs through vast amounts of his work which examines and focuses on the nature of truth. This theme becomes the major thrust of these two works of titanic import and influence.

    Rather than jump right in and reread the big ones, I dug through a good portion of his early works. His books and essays were strongly influenced by his life experiences after abandoning a stable life of affluence. He went through poverty during The Depression doing restaurant work and menial labor, which led to Down and Out in Paris and London. He enlisted to fight communism on the front lines of the Spanish Civil War, an experience that nearly cost him his life and also led to Homage to Catalonia. This experience also precipitated his understanding of how nascent new technologies – radio and television – could (and would) impact the tried and tested tools of governing, i.e. propaganda and disinformation. Throw in some good old-fashioned fascism, i.e. jack-booted thugs with truncheons brutally suppressing any form of dissent, and a plausible path to totalitarianism is laid.

    All animals are equal. Some animals are more equal than others. War is Peace. Freedom is Slavery. Ignorance is Strength.

    There is an important and oft ignored footnote very early in the first chapter of Nineteen Eighty-Four. Its placement by Orwell is intentional and he urges the reader start the whole work by first reading “The Principles of Newspeak,” via the footnote.

    Reader beware. Reader take this on. Good luck. Psychotherapy may be in your future. I’m somehow compelled to read it again. It means even more now.

    Back to the redneck rally and the late night comedian. The footage he jokes about is actually a full-blown scene in 1984, serving as one of the novel’s climax events. It is when the main character, Winston Smith, is in a crowd at a huge rally of hate for their country’s sworn enemy and love for their longtime ally in the eternal war against eternal peace. But in the middle of the Leader’s speech, the names of allies and enemies are reversed. One second, they are at war with this enemy, the next instant they are at war with their ‘former’ ally. No one in the crowd but Winston even notices. Either that or they did notice but didn’t care about details, it was solely about hating an enemy. Any enemy. Even a friend.

    ‘The Principles of Newspeak’ are at the heart of the novel’s theme. They chart a whole labyrinth of schemes and strategies designed, in essence, to dumb down the population and condition people to be pliable when faced with an obvious decision between right and wrong, or made to distinguish between truth and falsehoods. The gradual degradation of language and intellect, the purging of meanings and definitions out of words, over generations was its aim. In the book these ‘Principles’ were projected by the narrator to have “superseded Oldspeak” by 2050. Orwell wrote the book in 1948. It is now 2025. 25 years to go! Some say some of these aims have already succeeded.

    In the book, all such social conditioning is reinforced by the placement of ubiquitous creepy omnipresent, single message, multimedia, two-way monitors surveilling each member of society’s every move. Especially in Party Members’s homes. A two-way bi-directional, one channel, government controlled human conditioner that can’t be turned off. Like present day TV if one only watched Fox News 24/7 – while under complete security camera coverage.

    The book, as most dystopian stories do, distinguishes between a small upper class of Party Members and then the remaining bulk of the population being the uneducated working class known as The Proles. Orwell’s world had yet to spawn what is now known as The Middle Class. Just about all of western society prior to WWII was about the haves and the have nots. The rich vs the poor. The few controlling the many masses. It is why Bolshevisim and Socialism became real economic theories.

    In the book, even Party Members were subjugated to an upper level of elite decision makers. All The Proles needed was the lottery and sports and alcohol. (FanDuel and Bud lite) These and a work wage that just barely kept them fed and amused and completely disinterested in politics or ideologies. Happy and apathetic.

    Where Animal Farm was a parody of the events that led to the Russian Bolsheviks failure to replace the Czar with a Marxist socialist government and ending up with Stalinist Communism, Nineteen Eighty Four is a stark forecast of a worst-case scenario of life under absolute totalitarianism, where mere thoughts can be criminally prosecuted.

    We are not there yet. But. The results of the 2024 Presidential election, coupled with a real agenda to “deconstruct” our government’s agencies via Project 2025 and have them do the Party’s bidding instead of protecting our country’s citizens from the real enemies from within, i.e. corporate greed, cronyism and corruption, indicate that we are about to take a huge step in that direction.

    The horrifically sad part is that many of those that voted the President-elect into office will likely be ones most adversely affected by his anti-immigration policies, the Hispanic population of the swing states – they are immigrants with skin colors other than lily white. Conversely, another sad irony is that an entire gender has been thus made into 2nd class citizens with less rights than the other gender and the women who did not turn out to vote on their own behalf will experience consequences when they need the care of an obstetrician.

    While Orwell’s societal shortcomings in 1984 were illustrated by the bleak day to day struggle of not having enough of anything, razor blades, bad oily gin, Free Will, the ills facing today’s global society would be unimaginable in post WWII period. What would Orwell say about AI generated deepfakes, the Internet or the impact of social media?

    That being said, witnessing the acquiescence of fellow citizens as they are told what they see is not real, here in 2024, is why the book remains more relevant than ever.

    Is the glass half empty or half full? It is both full and empty. Whatever I am told it is.

    December 15, 2024

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